Its been a long time in love and pain but how soon I forget/
That the majority of the love was aimed by me to a target/
Whom seemed she wanted it untill she turned twenty one/
And now its negativity bein shot back by a bitter gun/
Oh I felt so lost but losing it means you can be found/
But how akward will it be knowin that shes still around/
Ive been here befor but instead of my wrist I cut the ties that bound/
Its negativity going through lifes amp, I hear tha bump and hit the Ground/
Its been a long time since I felt such an emotional tremor/
I think that ended three years ago this coming december/
No matter how bad the mind blocks it out the heart will remember/
So it gets shut down the letters of love become returned to sender/
And its been a long time since I've felt so poetic/
But its been even longer since I've felt so pathetic/
Keep it buried and keep on every day like your copesetic/*
But its now my dutie to tell you Judie will overwhelm your heart/
I coulda prevented any pain but my heart wouldnt Let it/
Over a year I brought myself to tears and utmost pleasure/
but everything in the end will seem worth it, depending on the weather/
If its rainin or warm "nobody sees the tears when your standin in the storm/
Slug said it best but I'm finishing it with proper props cause I'm reborn/

(Dont say I bit that shit cause I gave proper props so fuck yall)
(Kinda a keystyle/ poetic thoughts, I dont expect positive feedback or anything, but shit needed
to get off of my chest)
* I think I spelled this wrong

T- Aka Travis Jonathyn Toole