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Old 08-19-03, 12:14 AM   #9
Calisto
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I was sickened by this... but in all honesty the motivation came from this site.. I was in the member's pic area lookin an homeboy was sittin on a Lexus.. talkin about in his ghetto/hood, knowin that he was holdin a huntin rifel (I think we all know who I'm talkin about) I'm not sayin that I have it bad I never have said that. It was more about how everything here is fake, but it looks pretty, and that's all that seems to count. I haven't had this all my life, I enjoy that I have it now, but I'd rather have the closeness I used to have when my mom was workin 2 jobs. Knowin that she was bustin her ass to get me that life size barbie, felt good, now I can say "No, I don't want that car, I want this one (when I get my lisence Con)" and that feels good, but more in the financial security way, not the my momma loves me way. Now I feel like she does it more for other people than for me or our family. It's a hard concept to grasp or even tolerate if you are struggeling... just know that I didn't mean it as an insult... I've been there (I didn't have to work because I was little) but I've gotten socks from the Easter Bunny, an all my toys were from the dollar store, I got it good now... And that's something to be proud of, but there are things that I wish were different, and I do feel like there are mainly middle class people on this site claimin to live in the projects, or the ghetto... I'm jus "keepin it real"... thank you very much, I love how I can write something and you guys never miss the meaning, Var an Content, thanks for stickin up for me... love all of y'all Peace
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