Its six o'clock in the morning and I sit alone in dispair/
Mentaly prepare to face life and the way its not fair/
Choices and lifestyle changes forever altering mindsets/
Not knowing if its time yet till death do us part is jus a bet/
But I already have the ring but I'm still young doing my thing/
Whatever it is I stay undecided and my souls still left divided/
The bumps got me outridden forgettin how hard the ride ends/
And your left confused when you've payed your dues but the check bounces/
A brother a mother and a Lover--/
make it up, the I love you's you hear become so amounted there countless/

So its time to wake her up from sleeping and expose the thoughts i think deeply/
"Oh sweetie" I say as I kiss her morning breathed lips that still taste sweet to me/
As her eye opens I get down on one knee all around me I jus feel time freeze/
"From being a G to falling in L-O-V-E with you is all Ive wanted to be, will you marry me"/
And befor she answers you hear a knock at the door, so startled the ring falls to the floor/
Then your stomach just turned poor, felling like it did the night befor/
When the passageway opens you hear screams of fear and worry/
"Man your little brother fucked with the wrong people jus hurry"/
Go kiss my woman goodbye take a look into her eyes/
And udder "I love you, please think about it, I'll see you for dinner at five"/
"I love you" its meaning seems to have ironic outcomes/
But you follow your brothers friend through the ghetto slums/
Come up to a home, that looks like bob vila had a bad day/
And see six thugs jus starin at you the wrong way/
then the news seems shocking,"Yo bro owes us a lot'/
He pulled down a snitch that should have got shot'/
Now you have two choices""Let me have it"/
'Either he dies or you pull the drive by with this automatic'/
Ride off to do this quick theres no reason to make this hard/
Pulled around this block and went head on into a car/
It happened to be the love of my eternal searching/
And she died instantly not even a second of hurting/
That could be less than what I got/
When I lost my mind by my own hand and the Shot/

The end/