Yea i'll amdit it, i actually cry
And i'll gladdly leave for you if you'd ask me to die

^that is love.

Your flow is on point decent vocab and wordplay and imagery was good as well. To be frank this is.........GOOD SHIT!!! Not often do I see open mics that read like poetry. The emotion in this is felt and I've been where you are in this piece, it's not fun I know. I hope you enjoyed writing this because I enjoyed reading it. 8/10