I left my first love now im in denial
The judge is lookin, im standin trial
I’m bout to spiral down a twisted road
My mind is rotten ready to corrode
I’m sold, but in an instance I stop
Holding my breath tight, heart ready to drop
It’s all for the best, least that’s wat I tell myself
My demons are creeping, walkin in stealth
This has been delt so now its time to deal
I still have feelings, but I just can’t feel
Numb to the world, like poppin pain killers
Minds being invade, drilled by the drillers
Thoughts are sparatic, leaving me drastic
Demonic posesions, leaving me copasetic
I read it, but I can’t figure out my book
Mind beginning to tumble, feelings shook
I’m lost, blind, can’t seem to find the light
Can’t tell the difference, wats wrong, wats right
I fight, and throw all my might at this shit
Don’t know where I’m goin maybe I should quit
But I continue to spit even with all this pain
God damn demons now invading my brain
Just another curveball thrown at my head
Feelin so shitty, I’d be better off dead

Just broke up with my girl so had to write please tell me ur thoughts.