I jus wanna clear up that the obvious ending had to be obvious, and that's where the anger comes from, the fact that I can't escape the blatantness...
Concerning the 'fuck you' you're right, but I felt I had to spit it out at every free moment from surging emotions...

Hasn't anyone ever felt like just screaming out fuck you a hundred times? Nah, i'm just insane

Appreciate the view, lookin' for more...