THanks for the comments, appreciated

'Did I get it' - Deceit, I think you gave me new understanding of what I was thinking when I wrote this..It is about arrogance and hatred and being in touch with that dark side where you do think about shameful things, what it would be like to do them. You are right on repentance, I dont seek repentance as what is done is done. When I was this person I was too angry to seek it, and now Id rather learn from it than punish myself further.
You were also right in the fact that there is something missing that you couldnt see. There were a final few lines that were originally on the piece that I have since removed. Ive changed, Im no longer the hate filled person I was when this was written, so they are no longer needed. I will include them here, and you will see what it is I wanted..

Finally, a diabolical thank you
Goes out to myself-
For as long as you hate
I know I am on the right track.

Yeah, you got it

Kudos~

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