This feeling is greater than I thought it ever would be

Why do I get like this, why do I get this way

So sad and alone like never before

Love no true love has me feeling down

The fact life was perfect

Never on bad terms

Till the day I messed up

And hurt the one I love

By the worse means possible

One I never meant to do

I cheated on her

She said she has been hurt before

And she was fine

But I knew I screwed up

And it would never be right again

I knew the minute she found out

Her heart was ripped to shreads

The love that was there was now gone

I hurt her the worse way possible

And I wish I was dead

People say life is to short

And there are no regrets

This is one I will regret for life

Lost the love of my life

Cuz I couldn't just lay back

Couldn't say no, just went with it

Now i'm here sulking deeper and deeper

Just thinking how I messed up

And how I would never let it happen again

I feel so bad and i can't let it go

Still freinds after all this has happened

I'm sorry I hurt you, I'm sorry I let you down