Aw Thanks fellaz, i really appreciate the replies..

Prophiit, this was definately work from the soul....It really is about my bestfriend..my ex-best friend I should say..
I hope everyone understands that he wasn't trying to commit suicide, not cutting his wrists or anything, but he was killing himself with all the drugs he was doing..and messing up his life...and the "knife" in the last line is symbolic of all of those substances..and the references to the scars on arms was like the damage he did every time he partook in them.
He didn't really die...yet..not physically..
He is dead to me now tho, and I sincerely wish i could have helped him..cuz I loved him but he loved drugs, and when you love drugs you don't really love anything/anyone else.
well enough blabbing.
THANKS AGAIN YALL.