yo yo yo

okay check this out,
i am a 14 year old kid and this is my first post so here go's nothing.

so as i sit hear pondering
i wonder what my mother is wandering/
how she feels bout me, if she hates me
i bet she wants to blast me in the knee/
its good i still got my cuz to rely on he been there for me, to stand tall
he has always been there when i felt week he supported me so i wouldnt fall/
sometimes i take drugs and have to take naps
I thanks god i got my cousin or else i would collapse/
so yes this is my first post so the flow isnt the best
but to myself i am okay better then some of the rest/
i tell myself in my roo, that i gotta go but oh yo, i dont wanna let this feeling go
damnit my life is fucked my girlfriend is a ho/
well i am signing off now
so i might as well yell "peace" and take a bow.