Why? Everybody has lost something unrighteously here at RB at one time or another. Some people will use it as another incentive to improve and prove the doubters wrong. Others will take the easy route by packing up and moving to a new site. Textwise, you are the elite, so if you aren't coming as hard as you possibly can, the voters will recognize it. I'd be disappointed if you left - take it in stride and make the best out of the situation. Either way, G'luck.

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