i hate my life and all that i have in it
i cant find a way to leave from this shit
i just wanna get out i just wanna quit
leave everyone and everything i've known
all because one person left me on my own
i can see my life in a downward spiral
i dont want to do this shit - not another mile
seems like my life wasnt even worthwhile
everyones so versatile when i cant smile
i dont know how they do it but i just cant
now when i look back i begin to rant
just because of all the things i did for nothing
i gave her anything
for her i would give everything
but everything isnt anything so im left with nothing
now you think im gunna let you treat me like this
im just gunna pretend you didnt exsist
i told myself i wont get hurt
but all you did was keep me on alert
cause i know there are more people like you
you want me to be around when you need me most
now you wont see me anymore...im a ghost
because you didnt like what i did, you made me convert
now that its over i think im ready to revert
so pass me that bowl and light me up kid
only because this is the one thing you forbid