Seeking My Future and living my past in my presence present/
In Essence I'm hesitent to let go a restless mind is my sentence/
Worse than a Death penalty Living as my own worst enemy/
Sitting in a mental cell does not sell your soul Cheaply/
Untill you feel weak, cant speak and are always sleepy/
Its feels creepy ghastly and the pain is everlasting/
The building blocks of insanity that you build a wall with for the masking/
Facad Fake Liar Cheat theif a consistant smile when you really wanna sleep/
And the Pain continues throughout an inbetween your dreems it gets deep/
When the unlocking happens, you find a key, but to witch lock behind it/
You almost feel reminded, of presents in a future but you must rewind it/
Playing with the Lincon Logs and Legos, Fairy tales and scary fabels/
To the teasing Breathing Random insults and Labels/
The mutiny that reborn a newer me, my uncles turn tables/
I found it so profound that two discs so skinny could make such sound/
That year, yeah he ended up being under the ground/
Let the door open, hopin theres the key to ending insanity/
Realizin I cant stand it, Who do I take the most for granted? Me/
But just another building block that stands to the top/
Stealin candy from mom an pop shops, to later chop-/
Pin up coke on the same Block, outside the same building/
Alright door number two I'm starting to get a feeling/
Nope, maybe just one more step to conquer to kill this monster/
The evil me, that only I can see/
And thats all that in my vision is me in the mirror/
I stand in a trance, realizing there is no advance, I see clearer/
If I break down the building Blocks now, I wont have another chance/

((::GUNSHOT:)((::COUGH:)((::BODY THUMP:)

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