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..Soft Focus..
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Am I A Ghost
IP:
I come across the room not noticed by peers
Look people in there eye, do they see fear?
Name brand cloths like the rest of you people's
Yet, i still cry tears breaking my eyes pupols
Inpulsed to show love to others inflantuated by god
You turn me into jeesus but crucifying me was wrong
I judge my behavier with my few incounters of words
Regardless of being noticed then sliced by hates swords
Tramendus vows to break down an reliece my frowns
Yet I still stay shallow as my thoughts are unanounced
If I wasn't so shy, an I tryed to be popular as-well
Would you laugh, send me on my way to a lonely cell
Fought for my freedon yet im never noticed by human
Am i a fegment of your imagination or just a demon
People look inside my soul, do i torture your freedom
I ask these questions cuz i long to know the answer
Down on my knees another night with a hate cancer
Seems to be no cure, am i just a ghost over here
Living while sleeping, dead while awake its unfair
Feeling a painful slit, a bloody wriste..whats this
This cant be real dreams of demies isnt lagit
So I kneel an try to be heard but it never occurs
Dien to be blessed but im caught in'a oddur
Of stress, its not a typical nice smell of calone
Fragile heart broken in two from being alone
Living in'a broken home, yet to grow strong
Me asking if i shall ever be seen was wrong
Cuz i no the answer, it will never take place
I'm a slug in this speeding rabbit life race
A phantom to a love disregarded, unholly
A human caught in'a stuggle somebody hold me
Im moving on I learned its not that they dont care
"M-J-J Death 1987" On -tumbstone- i was dispaired
I am a ghost, a phantom soul, locked away..until
I found out I never met heaven i was never concealed
It was all a dream, i was really dead, i wasnt on earth
Never had a chance to live, cuz i never survived my bearth
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