..The Way I Was Raised..

Down The Drain I Surround My Pain In Pounds Of Cocaine..
Its Strange.. Im On A Different Chapter But At The Same Page..
And My Name, Isn't Nothing More Than Bad Riddence..
Drugs At Un-Written Statistics.. But That Just Hits The Image..
If You Could Witness, My Life Under A Lime Light..
I Cant Find Right Worth The Time Sight, So I Live The High Life..
Sellin Nugs To Kids..High Life.. Drugs That Is..
Dont Got Enuff To Live.. So Many Times I Think "I've Had Enuff Of This..

..How It Changed..

Smoked 8 Lines Of White Powder.. Smoked Myself Sour..
Lost All Power, As My System Shut Down During The Same Hour..
Breathe Hard In The ER.. Such A Stoner..
I Couldn't Save Myself, It Was All Up To A Donor..
Found The Organ, A Loner.. Barely Able To Funtion..
Never Make An Assumption Cuz They Made Somethin Outta Nothin..
Solid Conjuntions Eruption.. Turned Over A New Leaf..
Me? Please.. The Leaves Breeched South Of The Tree..
I Admit, I Toned It Down A Bit, We'll Leave It At That..
Since I Seen All Its Wrath, Im Back.. I Tried But It Just Crossed In My Path..
The Crack Kills, But Packs Thrills N' Attracts Bills..
I Laugh Still.. Smoke So Much Never Had A Chance To Sat Still..
When Will My Maturity Take Its Form And Show Up..
No Luck.. 22 Years, Kids Got Jobs N' I Aint Even Took The Next Inch To Grow Up..

..Some Things Never Change..

A Freeze Frame, Drivin Down East Main When The Police Came..
A Dream Break, Never Thought You Could See Pain..
Over A Small Guard Rail, Into A Yard Sale.. 3 Flips Then Stopped..
Cops, In Place.. Looked To My Friend, Didn't Know If He Was Breathing Or Not..
In Shock, I Crawled Out, Doin Whatever I Could To Get Him Released..
The Police Ceased Me.. N' Before I Could See Him, They Declared Him Deceased..
No Dreams.. We Got Past Them Then Abide And He Died..
I Cried For His Life, Just Wished I Wasn't High At The Time..
Tried To Get By, But Had 24 Years To Surround My Name..
Housed In Pain..Couldn't Do This No More..Took The Renouned Cocaine..
With A Look In Shame.. Opened The Bag And Poored Its Remains Down The Drain..


Wasn't Feelin This Topic At All.. So I Worked
Wit What I Could...Dont No Show Me Mystery.. I Dont
Need Another No Show On My Name..