Like wow i'm on this topic again why........................
yea i wrote this when i was kinda real sad...............

I'm still searching for the meaning, that very same reason,
Thats mistreating, my inner self that deep thought being,
i'm seeing the eteranl darkness on the sunshine rainbow,
i'm facing the mental anguish by ambushing one time angels,
take a sample of thier halo, just too see how my day goes,
am i a changed man with a derranged plan? or
am i that strange man with a restrained plan.........
and what ever the weater condition, cloud nine keeps bitching,
complaning about the blood muscle pump's paining,
chanel it out.... flip through differnt stages and stereotypes
pannel it out... grip through different ages and material likes
handle it out... rip a few different cases of serial fights
dismantle it out... trip a few different faces of imperial nights.

I keep stressing for my lack of self anti depressants
the sky keeps testing so i try harder to be impressive
this world's been pessimistic why do i have to press this message
across the gobal network system while i'm domestic,
what am i protesting? aknowledgement?! or appreciation
for accomplishments? or less hating for nonsense sense [yes it makes sense]
i'll be that cat without a licsense, drink driving into a wall of
corrupted moral judgement wreckless, hanging on the a false
unconstructed critisim with an identity of a deathwish,
i'm taskeen that cat who's tried of just everything.......[what do u mean everything]
I havent seen it all and i wont see the rest, i'm the handicapped
juggler with fire outta my chest, i'm that multi strapped smuggler
with desires of being the best but i'll retire being this mess.....