i keep jottin down thoughts, as they flow thru my brain\
when the beast inside wants to come out, i cant keep him restrained\
fair warning to all, go out my way when im raged\
like im captive in my own mind, my body be my cage\
i drink an smoke, to try to get rid of my curse\
but most the time it dont help, just makes it all worse\
start the hallucinations, and i lose my self in my dreams\
constantly wankin from my slumber at night, always followed by screams\
sometimes its like im standing back, watchin someone else take the toll\
seperation of my body and mind, then i have no self controll\
im not accountable for my actions, when whatever i lose myself\
cause its not like i have my mind, its like my head sits on the shelf\
while my body goes around, raises hell with the world outside\
my problems seem to reflect the story of dr. jeckyl and mr. hyde\