have you ever loved a girl and thought that she loved you just as much??????
have you ever kissed a girl that could take away ya pain with just a touch??????
have you ever thought that you would stay with her forever if you were givin' the chance??????
and then one night found out...that she was fuckin' kissin' ya man!!!!!!
I'm not a jealous man...so instead of being pissed I'm wishin' him luck...
but I have a feeling that love will turn to violence when this relationship turns from a kiss to a fuck...
I'm about to be givin' it up...because I'm gettin' tired of life...
tired of strife...sometimez I feel like pluckin' out my eye with a knife...
I got a dead end job...bussin' tablez while the other employeez are pissin' on me...
I go to work like I ain't got enough problemz at home when my own fam is dissin' on me...
"Tomas...you're just a deadbeat High school drop out with no class"...
I wanna go back to sellin' weed cause bussing tablez for 5 months has got me no cash...
I remember back in the day...I used to have respect in Brooklyn...now...
I'm in Florida...as a busboy while the other employeez talk to me while lookin' down...
sometimez I feel as if I'm shit outta luck like cancer patients...
I can't get a girl...how I look as a 19 year old nigga usin' a buspass as transportation...
if you ask me how I been...I'ma say "chillin'' although shit isn't good...
all these little rich white kidz I work with just look at me as some stupid kid from the hood...
I got myself a job...with a girl that's goin' be fuckin' my friend...
every time I try to do somethin' good I end up gettin' fucked in the end...