Why do we hurt ourselves, decieve ourselves
pain in me is driving me crazy, still hazy from the blunt
i just smoked to relieve da pain, life is no joke
its just one of them days i just wanna sit back and smoke
look at all the good ive done and all the bad ive gotten
my feelings forgotten by everyone i care for
i look to god for guidence, i dont deserve no more
no more hurt deep inside, just wanna hide somewhere
this devil in me cant find da time to destroy me
make her ignore me-what have i done?
to deserve this hatered, these feelings i have are real
its da deal, me and her to da end, but the end is here
and i stand alone-all hope gone-praying to god-what went wrong, take another hit from da bong to relieve this stress
its got me, its a test-will i pass, will i last
only god knows, only god shows us tru love from above
and thats what im looking for- anyone feel me outthere
am i too different too much into my emotions my devotions
to happiness to da goodness of life-its all one fight
one dark night after another-this is my life, now you wonder why i stay high all da time-its to unwind
from these things in me that bring me down
its that sound of hope i keep, sound of faith i seek now i must dissappear from here-bout to go Smoke