This hit me right dead center in my heart. I used to feel the exact same way a couple years back. The only difference is that there's ppl around but i don't tell them my feelings.

Walking with your head down
starring at the floor
trying to keep up with their pace
but you cant take it anymore
things are quickly changing
but not for the good
and when you look in the mirror
its yourself you find blamming

^from middle school till 9th grade those 3 long years I've done that. fell as deep as i possibly could till I felt no more.

Slowly days are passing
hoping that things will finally change
holding on to that feeling
of once truly being loved

^after I lost the one I truly loved just everything droped dead that I once knew.

This caught me were it has and it's a great peice. sorry for kinda blabin my small life story but when i read it that came to my view. keep writtin hun, Spect, JT