Its been awhile. . . But i've been having problems with my family and i decided to write and this is what i came up with. . .

Pay attention to the beginning to get the end. .


The Knife going into my skin is like the lighting slicing across the sky. .
The blood is like the rain droppings onto earth's surface. . .
And the scream of pain is like the thunder loud and powerful. . .
Has the power to wake up many. . .
I hurt deep. . deep. . deep down in my heart. .
I hurt deep. . deep. . deep down in my soul. .
Everyday - You force yourself into my brain.
Nothing I can do, for i think,dream,see images of you
Nothing nor no one else. .
Am i alone ?
Am i the only one who feels this ?
Am i the only one who still feels your presense ?
Am i the only one that still see's you there lying on the floor no breath,no pulse, no energy to listen to me tell you i love you ?
Am i the only one who suffers from not being able to let you know how much you mean ?
Everyday, I think about joining you in this paradise they call heaven
Everyday, I think about the morning, the morbid morning when you took your eternal nap
The day you left me
The day you left me alone, No one to talk to
The day you left me alone, No one to talk to nor no one to share my problems
Do i need you ?
Yes, I need you more than ever now
I need my engine
I need my key
I need my gas
You were it, my engine, my key, and my gas
To start up my day and give me something to look forward to
But now you're gone and i'm left with nothing, no nothing
But a car on the side of the road. . .
So now i'm stuck in this storm. . with no engine nor key nor any gas to get me anywhere. .
So i'm stuck here forever. . in this eternal storm