I'd turn my back to time to find a way
To rewind days that I had signed away
That crime pays. .Now I pay back time
While living now with a relapsed mind
Collapse grinds is all I see before me
But can't help reminisce of sure glory
Which stood before me in my history
But even with these galored memorys
It didn't ensure that i'd be re-living it
As grinning kids & sinning was digged
I was only kidding when I did though
Once gripped though you can't let go
Now set to involve excoriating holds
I never gripped life just had it on hold
The baddest to roll was so important
But now time punishs my deportment

Love won and lost... to hate bred and squashed...
Tried to live for today... No matter the cost...
Carpe Diem words to live by... But I cant follow..
Find myself trapped in yesterday... Let alone thinking tomorrow...
Striving to change those words... To alter that decision...
How can I be content in now... When hapiness is missing...
Those who dont understand... Are doomed to repeat history...
So I'm trying to change the past... So sadness will forever miss me
But today's a new day.. I'll try to take it for what its worth...
Forget about those times I've stumbled and felt the hurt...
Wishing for second chances... Lost in these thoughts of mine...
Missed so much of my present trying to turn back time...