this one is kind of personal, about a year ago i was in a car crash and two of my mates were killed,
dont wanna go over it in detail but that is where i got my ideas from for this piece,
i remember slippin in and out of conscienceness and bein told my friends were dead but it not registering,



Empty Casket



formed friendships ripped apart,
spirits forced to depart,
will one day be reunited,
and happy feelings reignited,

splittin headache,try to look around but cant open eyes,
voices in my head...fire sirens and womens cries,
whats goin on?totally confused,look around bemused,
body battered and bruised...feel worn out and used,
last memory...chillin in the car with my boys,
the rest is totally blank...a large black void,
howd i get here?wheres rich,steve and the rest?
fears startin to spread,mind in a state of unrest,
last moments appearing slow,events recurring in my mind,
police chase,couldnt evade,swerve to miss,hit from behind,
shit,realisation our car crashed, cant feel my feet,
reality hits,dead or alive?either way stranded up shits creek,
voices talkin,not listening,homeboys dead is what i envision,
"wheres the others?"...feeling drains away like division,
facial expression explains more than 1000 words ever could,
crying...she utters something about a massive loss of blood,
pray to my patron saint,with god i might soon acquaint,
rush of blood to the head...startin to feel faint....,


a year later,memories still as vivid,as if ive jus lived it,
survived but still a victim,lost friendships that were tightly knit,
discovered faith,spent the rest of my days legit,studing the holy writ,
till the day we meet again,waitin for me will be an empty casket,