sumthin i wrote up last night...

Thoughts



.......Verse one........
for reasons seen unbeing, cant find the words for the meaning//
seems what was lost was never found, but is still decieving//
taken away, stripped from my almost perfection of life//
to many times i fell, but again comes the pain and strife//
thoughts of the period when my mind was clear and found//
flying was never in my vocabulary, cause all I hit is ground//
but I kept going, detemined by my meaningable thoughts//
suicidal tendincies caused only by a reasonable loss//

.......Chorus.......x2
Thoughts only from digraces from inside//
im takin mine to serious, now try not to lie//
I relize this life is what you decide to make it//
to get through these thoughts in time, i just cant fake it//


.......Verse two......
forbiden actions i take to renavate all in radius//
take in hatered and swallow it all in unstable gradious//
im forgotten and lost when with one move in stealth//
slashed myself with tendencies too drastic on my health//
i can end this with no given breath left to stable life//
pandinomenum happens but i still relate to the knife//
chin to the wall, with thoughts murdered within//
crimson tears as i leave when the stage gets dim//


.......Chorus.......x2
Thoughts only from digraces from inside//
im takin mine to serious, now try not to lie//
I relize this life is what you decide to make it//
to get through these thoughts in time, i just cant fake//

........Hook.......x2
I gave up with living//
last try, i leave with no living//
i die, cause every fuckin time im living, u just try to stop my healing,//
and to death my breath is what im giving//


........Verse three.......
just critize on the cover without even fuckin reading//
hate imbeviled inside shots to the heart with mind bleeding//
confused on a lonley status to clear up or to start forget//
exhusted of failures, evaporate life, time to forfiet//
replay my life, and try to ruin the happy times if worthy//
good karma swung around, now wheres my curtiosy//


.......Chorus.......x2
Thoughts only from digraces from inside//
im takin mine to serious, now try not to lie//
I relize this life is what you decide to make it//
to get through these thoughts in time, i just cant fake//