a quiC text bout wuts on mi mind


bak to da child hood memories//
5 i got raped at skoo ponderin how this b//
turned 7 raped mi self//
took a mental trip to heaven to assert oneself//
pulled tha still shit off da shelf//
mada deal wid a elf so i cood come ill wit//
tha spine chill spit niggaz talked me down//
but still tryna cop dat crown//
turned 10 piggy niggaz suggest da pen//
im turnin 11 now moms wonderin how i got contorted//
beat thiz nigga kevin,got deported to juvy//
solitary confinment sittin alone in 5x5 cell//
my mind is rewindin, close to death? to hard ta tell//
mental battles redefinin mi insanity//
bout to store away mi humanity fuh ever//
freestylin alone got me more clever assignin//
mental an phsyical abuse//
i refuse to not infuse life set da detonatin fuse//
juss excuse me as i blow up an destruct//