yo.....


everything i write..... and everything i wrote..... is about 1 girl in my life..... here is just a few feelings i had to get out... again.... here it goes....

Giving Up You

It feels like im singing a duet alone, cause i lost my other half//
happy thoughts sparking of you, still wouldnt make me laugh//
punches to my heart, were taken in and felt in my mind//
i gave up everything for you, no matter how far i go im alwayz behind//
i spilled my feelings out to u, just to have them washed out//
killed my dreams and wishes, i aint walkin the same route//
all this seems familiar, like i knew this was coming//
but what i dont get is when u killed me why was it stunning?//
im running from everything now, cause it feels like im doin sumthin wrong//
i have been neglected before, but u still were never gone//
u showed me everything in life, u were the life of mine//
everything revovled around u, like u were a ray of the suns shine//
i can feel ur prensence in winds, even if im not alone//
when i used to drive to ur house, seemed like i was at my home//
gave me strength and confidence, and u told me to believe//
said u would alwayz and forever be there, and never leave//
i worship every action u take, every heart stoping brethe//
i said i'll hold u close to me, even when i past death//
the one the only, u told me that i was to you//
i look bakk at it all now, and wonder if that was true//
i never lied to you, how the fuck could u do this//
throw away our love, happiness, even the first kiss//
u said i was evrything to u, but now im just sent away//
i'd be happier than i am if i was just fuckin dead today//
im so mentaly scared, love from u couldnt imbue//
but still one thing i cant see...... is giving up u//



i know its simple and all...... but thats how my feelings are....w/e.... clown if ya want.....