Waiting until the last seconds is a stupid way to leave your fate hanging. Especially when you can go and find the answers yourself. Even secular books have proof that God exists. All you have to do is look. People always want things given to them without working.

And Phrantik, why write God off just because of what's going on in the world? You do know about free will, right? It would be kind of a contradiction if God started controlling everything the way you want. I'm sure even people would complain in a perfect world just because they aren't able to explore the mysteries of sin. You've never noticed blessings in bad things that happen?

About your writing. I liked it, just how you were questioning things. Doesn't seem like you really want the answers though. Are you expecting them to just appear before you on a stone tablet? Read books about it. I don't mean any disrespect here because I have a lot of respect for you as a writer.