his fingers on the small of my spine.. getting all tingly inside.. wanting back what used to be mine.. its all something i cannot hide.. standing face to face, staring in one anothers eyes.. my heart starts to race.. but its hard to tell whether this is reality or all lies..his body pushing against me.. as we fall onto the bed.. i didnt just want to leave this be.. all this shit was running through my head..he slowly starts to kiss my lips as he runs his hands down my sides… I start to sense his fingertips slowly moving inside.. we never knew those feelings were still there.. we thought we gave them up.. then I found out he really cared.. all this shit makes my brain erupt.. when I got home that Sunday night, your all I could think about.. I wasn’t sure if it was wrong or right.. or how everything would turn out.. then you said “I love you” once more, and I was scared to think it was true.. but the sad thing is.. im afraid im falling back in love with you too…