Sorry for confusing u two. The actual hidden meaning is that I just found out the night that I wrote this, that my b/f cheated on me for the second time. I confrunted him about it, but he denys it. I dont really know what to think. There were a lot of thoughts goin thro my head when I wrote this, so it prob will confuse a lot of ppl. Sorry bout that. Thanks for the feedback tho