It seems like you and I are one in the same. I've gone through all that you have, and I can tell you this with all of my heart, you are so right. I was cheated on, and I almost killed him with my bare hands, but his brother stopped me. I decided a while ago not to let guys in my life anymore, but I cant do that from some special ppl. Even tho they are guys I kno they wont hurt me. Yet maybe that is a disguise too, pretty much the moral of all guys. Overall I absolutely loved this. I know where you are coming from because I've lived it. Its really hard these days, but ya get thro em. Great job gurl. Keep it up. Most respect!