Ive been thinking about my life, pondering my months and days away,
Bits of my life flashing before my eyes, now I know I don't want to stay,
My parents, they were never there, they never even asked how I was feeling,
Thats why I did drugs, and then I quit my job, couldn't pay, so I started dealing,
I'm tripping on E now, my throat is full of smoke, but my heart.. its empty,
Drugs can't fullfil my needs, I need someone to care, someone to love me,
No one cares about me, I'm not worth anything to anyone, I'm just shit,
I've got to get rid of this empty feeling, so my wrists I have just slit,
Its taking over the emotional pain with each pump of my veins,
I love this feeling that I'm getting, its the closest I've gotten to sane,
I should finish my last goodbyes, My eyes are gettin heavy,
My thoughts are swimming inside my brain, my head is dizzy,
To my too few friends, I know you cared, but this is what I had to do,
My heart.. my soul.. to you, I hope you know the love we had is true,
This was inevitable, my only escape from depression was suicide,
I was alone, no one understood what I was feeling inside,
I'm done hiding my tears, I'm letting it out, its time to cry,
But this is over, This letter is my suicide, my final goodbye.

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