i guess really its not the poem that matters, you didnt write this to get publicity and people saying, 'man, you dope.' i'm guessing you wrote this poem to come to terms with the tradegy that has just happened, i know what its like, a friend of mine got ran over and docters feared for his life, he's now partially paralysed and theres things in life now that he'll never be ablse to accomplish. Your probably feeling that his life was stolen short of his time, but always remember, he's gone to a better place, and he'll still be loving you in heaven. Keep ya head up and however hard it gets, never give up.