Sorry about ur dad,Im sure u can pull through it.This poem reflects alotta pain ur feelin over this loss not just another page out ya rhymebook.Lines like:

-Cried soo much, their wasn’t a reason to whipe my eyes.-
-But God took the best of me,
he took my only spark
Now i sit here while im wondering why it’s so dark -

really deep and heartfelt.Best wishes to u and ya fam,Stay ^
-Avi