ok well here are my thoughts behind the piece. my inspiration.

i tend to think about girls, before i get to know them well enough, and i build them up in my imagination, thus making them a perfect FANTASY.

Then i dream about it until i actually meet this girl and realize she is nothing of what i thought her to be. and i am disappointed.
altho deep down i expect myself to be disappointed.
that's the jist of what i thought about what i wrote it in english class while we were learning about John Donne, who is actually an incredible poet.