advice.
don't live your life for boys.
thats society... why are you writing this shit? because you live with these idealistic hopes of love and life and sex, and this is forced on you from all angles. You'll be fine, it takes a bit of time to get over these things but I've seen it... It'll happen if you want it to. The first thing is you have to start relying on yourself and respecting yourself enough not to be getting involved with these guys...any guys for that matter. Take some time for yourself and don't hope for eternal love and trust so young. First live... if you try to love too early you'll be mad you didn't live later on.
.peace.and.good.luck.

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