Thx for the comments...

There’s a thin line between love and hate//
and I think that’s why I can’t concentrate //
I don’t exaggerate//
Mixed thoughts in my mind, seem to complicate//
Cause I am tired of stressing my mind in this state//
I wanna put my mind at ease//
but the hatred inside makes me want to break the peace//
got me fretting like I’ve got a mental disease//
what - you tryin’ to do yo? Steel my steez//
I’ve gotta leave, cause you can’t take this from me//
I’ve got to battle the love and hate you have given to me//
You have proven to me//
Through all this whack talk and jealousy//
But that’s the way it’s got to be//
cause I am fed up//
complications got me frustratin’ on a higher level//
fuck, I wish you could see it on my level//
but what the hell though//
I think I know now what I’ve got to do//
I don’t know what the fuck you were trying to prove//
I know who’s gonna win and who’s got to loose//
cause someone’s gotta try and spend a day in my shoes//
but now my mind is clear//
my strength is unstoppable, this must be your worst fear//
now you’ll be thinking about the day’s we were once near//
and regrettin every moment you made me shed a tear//
cause I’m movin’ on - my resolution for the new year...//
look ahead and never look back//
cause the thoughts will get you stressin like a maniac//
my words speak the truth and go straight off the track//
it’s a catch 22 so where’s my target at??//
~2003~