yo i'm sick of all the shit this world has to give//
constantly with the hurt and the pain//
never letting up never gonna stop//
never showing any signs of hesitation//
always a constant flow of devestaion//
makeing you want to cry out in pain//
and destory anything beuatiful
before you in your domain//
but you can't you have to stop and hold the trigger//
and be bigger then that your an adult now figure that//
only a day apart and you've gone from a 17 year old villian
illen willing to drop any muthafucker talking shit//
to a grown man at 18 responibity don't come to easy for me//
i have to stop and take a second to realise//
where i'm comeing from and where i'm going otherwise it'll end
wit my dimise// so many thoughts rumble thru my head//
like a hurricane of a lifetime picking up everything it passes by//
watchin all this in my head anaylisen it day night//
i can't stop it//
my mind races of thoughts unknow thoughts untold//
i have to release this moutian of stress thats built up on my
chest otherwise i'll explode// in a fury of rage and hatered
for this hell on earth i've endoured//
but theres still some good left on this earth//
if i hadn't met my baby girl i'd be much worse//
shes the one that keeps me stable// my love for her is unchangable, untouchable//
i hope she knows that i care for her very much// but this shit needs to stop i can't continue stressin
i need to stop medalin in my presepstions//
get back to reailty and do somthing right// this
shit all ends here tonight// wit the last word of this sentance
spillin from my brain to this speech extenstion//
this worlds fucked up enuff don't add to it//
enjoy what you got and hold on to it//