As for hallucinegenics... I have plenty of interest in them. I have yet to take anything more than marijuana however. Shrooms I have no interest in, they are not what I'm looking for. And I watched that episode of cops with that naked black guy on PCP... so no.

LSD however is different. It has strong history in me. There is this guy named Ken Kesey, and he during the sixtys was given LSD by the government to test it's effects on people. Well, he liked it. And he decided to give it to everyone he can.

And thus, there were hippys. That's the short of the story at least. Oregon is responsible for hippys.

And while all I have in common with hippys is my idealogical socialism structure of socioeconomics... I still have heavy interest in LSD. From my extensive studys I've found that it has generally the same effects in people. The whole bad trip thing occurs in a small percentage. And flashbacks generally are not a bad thing, but very similiar to what happens to me all the time when I focus on the high I get from marijuana and slowly seep into it without actually consuming it. (I... don't suppose that ever happens to anyone else?)

The fact is, the only real danger from LSD is a bad trip. Bad results such as death from an OD are next to impossible. And bad trips only occur during extrenous circumstances. There is no risk of a bad trip if I were to be in a calm enviroment such as my bedroom, and especially if I had someone to sit with me.

The other danger is that if your a schizophrenia, then your condition may worsen. (Schizophrenia is merely suffering from audio and visual hallucinations. Not that unlike the effects of LSD at all.)

What I find amazing is that with other drugs, the effects are often erratic on an individual basis. And whatever revelations they have are often for that one experience, and rarely stay with them.

This is what makes LSD so special. In all my studying of personal accounts, I've found that people often have a similiar apogee of the trip that lasts with them throughout their life.

They end up with a sense of oneness with the universe. Not that much unlike the Buddhist version of Nirvana. And while I'm not a Buddhist, pagan beliefs throughout the world all seem to have the same base. Buddhism merely focuses on the spiritual development to the divine.

My own pagan beliefs center mainly around, and this may sound Atmosphere Fan Boy of me, but it centers around Trying to Find a Balance. With the universe, with nature, with society, with those around me, and with me myself.

An euphoric appex of zen would be a beautiful thing to me. And the fact is, I'm an American. Hard work of meditation of spirtual excercises take way too long. And yes, I'm doing such things. But doing something the easy and fast way is just too good for my American mind to pass up.

The only things I really need to be worried about is finding someone I trust who sells it, finding someone I trust to sit with me, and finding the right time to do it.

Of course, there are other hallucinegenics I've studied. Morning Glory and Salivia for example, are perfectly legal. Hm...

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Originally posted by Bruklor Nec is just dumb

I'm taking that as a compliment.