Ayo Feel it

i'am mentally,actually blanked at the fact of black men resigning as gods//
placing the blame is so hard,facing imremovable bounderies..looking thro bars//
spitting keystyles with realizism involved......
watching from a far as many of you young textcee's struggle,trying evolve//
blood flows interact,with a pen's ink til my brain waves go flat//
an i stare death in the eye if you choose to call it that//
i rewind time back,cerberal mind-that-interwines dimes an dollars an pimpslaps-back-all-you wack cats//
my thought like a vase with egytion scrotures imprinted,with great wonders getting smashed by some has-been with base-ball bats//
i type my pains away..i remain the same....
tho the people an world around me might change//
the presidents a cheif resident evil,so much war....sometimes i wish we can all put our beef away//
fuck what everyone of you people say....fuck all the guns you spray..while other lay dieing//
my minds on weed an the heats getting turned up til my brain starts frying//
i'll only human...an the sky's seem so infinite with birds flying backwards an clouds forming monuments//
an earth's speaking in tongue's lyrically surrounded by shit....
i fight back with my words..before my only answer was found-in-my-fist//
the lips of knowlegde i drink with..made it a whole lot easier from my mental's to deal with//
my hands still ball up,an beat walls...to feel-the-real-shit-with more than just speech but the increase in my palm width//
it's like a got numb tibs,but i'll rather be fearless than to blast off gun clips..