yeah it definitely had a self persepectiveness of what it feels like to be the first person in this dream, but i bet that sounds kinda surreal you being there and witnessin it n all........sad story but the thing is we dont need to remember how we let go the day they left but the times we had cherished with them. hang in there, your a great poet so dont go doin anything crazy wed miss the hell out ya(lol)
-peace