Remorse and pain struck me hard
tore my heart and soul into shards
to lose this love when its come so far

I asked her if she loved me she replied i dont know
how can i trust the feeling that doesnt show
a feeling that might save me or terr apart my soul

as i asked-the tear was created
do you love me I asked "i dont know" again she stated
how can two feelings so different be so closely related

As far as I knew she could have lied
"is that the end?" i asked and to that she replied
"i guess"-inside i denied
how can this be the end to a love so refined

then the tear started growing
as she stayed quiet my heart started exploding
the tear increased so did my fear started showing
a virus in my soul and my heart the depression began forming

The river commenced to begin
the sadness that flowed thru my eyes down my chin
it hit my wrist and i could feel my heart twist
"love me, love me" damn how i wished

then out of nowhere
she said "i do want to be with u" i just had a blank stare
at first i thought she said the opposite and i just sat scared
then i asked again and she told me she cared

I asked do u love me
she said "I LOVE YOU" my eyes blurred for happiness was all i could see
now i wanted u to hug me, kiss me, and still a desire for love deep

The sheer happiness gave me a present-a tear
this heavenly women was here
as soon as her love re-appeared
my heart was rid of pain misery and fear

once again extasy filled
from now on the love was the only thing my heart thrilled
the pain slowly chilled
and now i feel purely in love-the misery, pain, depression, and fear was killed

i know the structure is a lil off but i just wrote this about 10 mins ago, so i dont care about structure now. this just happened, this poem is about my girl gettin close to breakin up with me....made my heart feel like it was hit by a car

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