THIS WAS A POEM WROTE BY MY GIRL....
THIS IS "NOT" MY WORK... ITS MY GIRLS....
SHE WROTE IT ABOUT "ME"..." AND THE WAY I AM"...
(I thought this was really good, just read)

When He Gets Like This-
by: Mary Chrislene Pergeson

Quiet and withdrawn
He seperates himself
Not caring who it hurts
He leaves the world behind
And goes into his inner mind
Where he can escape
His friends, his lover, himself

When he gets like this
He doesnt ackknowledge-
the rest of the world

He sits down to write it out (rap songs)
How he's feeling, what he's thinking
His pen, his paper, his eminem (music)
Are all he needs
For his journey from reality
Or rather his journey
To where he puts his reality
Into perspective

Not so much from it
But headfirst into it

He doesnt notice the effect
that his closing off the world has on me

He doesnt realize that
It makes me scared and sad
Or that being scared and sad
Makes me angry

Wishing for him to open up
Wanting for him to trust me
Needing for him to love me
Seem to be the only things
that he cant see that I need

So when he gets like this
I just step back
Take a deep breath
Place my feelings in a shield of steel
and remind myself that he's the man
I will love until I die
And hanging on to what we have
Is the most important thing to me

-Chrislene