....................................just a dream.....................................
I close my eye's and quietly enter this silent slumber
my heart soon slows... to a pace of a far mild thunder
I wonder.... and dream thoughts of such greatness
but soon shinning light becomes dark and I come to hate this
words like scare afraid and fear seep into my mind
and it becomes clear that sleep is not what I came to find
but a type of darkness... screams of pain that seem so heartless
but regardless... of my shivers my body still charges
I move forward toward a heat that cant be simply measured
soon.. my limbs become bloody, gory, and weatherd
my skin wrenkles.. and seems to slide as I strongly stumble
the thick darkness tightens around and calmly rumbles
with sounds of screechin voices.. pulling at my ears
the sounds of pain, anger, and hunger.. building up my fear
I drop to my knees and scream to the highest mountains
then I see a light that shows clouds and sights of fountains
I through my arms in air and litteraly reach for the heavens
my eye's glance apon a seele that multiplys into seven
and one by one they start to break into many peices
suddenly I notice the silence and that shreeking seaces
old memmories of sunday school creep up and down my spine
those teachings of the judging that god will give in time
confront me to my face and I become mentaly disfigured
and living a life of hate.. so is that what this triggers
is this fate or a lesson.. and soon I begin to question
is god telling me I'm finished or is this just a slight suggestion
my head begins to spinn.. and I can hardly stay awake
thoughts of these illusions.. and reachin a certain fate
as i close my eyes I feal them open.. so what is it i've seen
and soon I realize i cant be hellbound cause it was just a dream
just thought I'd right to this topic to make a point........
that when we git scared were regretfull.....but
once we're safe we dont care.........but mabe thats just me....
~1~
p.s.
I wanted to go like 50...but...the limits 30....sorry