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Originally Posted by _Talksic_
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thats a very smart answer, are you trinitarian or oneness?
and honestly what you mentioned at the end of your post is what i struggle with every day,i believe in heaven and hell with out a doubt, but i dont know i think its my flesh that is telling me that being married and in love would be better then heaven. i was always under the impression that you would be able to be married in heaven, but i know jesus said you cant, i also know jesus said that no man can even imagine what god has planned for us in heaven, even his apostles taught that...and another problem i think that i will face is that if or when i get married that i wouldnt be able to put god first before my wife.
what are your thoughts on or scriptures that come to mind about what i just said..and your input is appreciated.
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the reason i've been so paranoid is because i've been looking into free masonry and been looking up the way they perceive the world. and as of last night i hadn't been thinking i could deal with it because of self doubt and being skeptic about Jesus's power to rule over these demons that have been attacking me the past week.
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they have been attacking me because i'm getting married this friday and the devil wanted to come between my future wife and i. and almost suceeded last night, but i was completely humbled by the awsome power of Jesus. i was completely thinking with the mind of a demon and so was my wife, we said the worst things that 'anything' could think of and it was not a fun night. finally i went completely over the top and scared her to death. i didn't hit her or anything, i would never hit a woman, which is why i think God made us go at it so intensely to test if either of us would snap, but through the grace of God, niether of us came to blows. anyway, i said something that scared her and she had to get away from me and i sat there shaking with astonishment that i was able to think and say such things, then with fear completely surrounding me i prayed to my only hope Jesus, and the fear went away. i immediately went up stairs where my girl was terrified of me because i didn't want her to have to try to sleep with the fear that was overtaking me, so we prayed and came back to peace.
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this marraige thing isn't whats going to keep you safe from demons and the devil, but through eachothers torment/love we can see the true need of Jesus. Just find a girl that knows who Jesus is and loves you and hopefully with out such a crazy night like i had, both of you will become closer to God. Just know if you're serious about it God's going to be serious with you, last night was the worse and best night of my life.