i cant stand to see the sight... love with all the hate in my might...
poeple talk about it like its the best thing that ever happen in life...
everything i write always get critizies by the same thing that lies.. but fine..
infront of my face i dispise the outcome of every word thats combine...
from the thought of the evil... from the apple of garden...
this is what i wake up to and sleep with... even can tell i farted...
not by far the smartest book wise... but advance in a crooks life...
that glair of the eyes... the hair in the breez... the fist that fights...
u would think im able to proceed in a happy home...
but every word that i say to other genders... make it eayser to be alone....
from the sweet voice on the phone... to the problem where they pick up the chrome...
many time its been inform of many secret..... but it appears in the air...
everything that it puts on... to the heart burns that flairs ...
to the friendship thats ever lasting... from the crys to laughing...
from the papaer that stack'ing... from the blue and grey fam thats crack'in...
somehow im cought up with a red blood thats slacking ...
if i was around my old hood i'd get slap and cap'd quick.. insted of thinking im G mac'ing....
whats the point of life.. if mistakes happen twice.. and we cant bring it back...
this shit is wack... where's the wound i wanna go back...fuck talking this is fact...
i cant stand... sleep... shit... without having a problem with it...
and even getting a drug free job aint even the begining of me quitting...
i need that smoke that calm the nerve... the friends who rhyme.. say jokes.. this is what i deserve...
from playing basketball on the curve.. to the last people i would wanna hear they last words ...
i cant believe this is my life... yet i made the choises.. so how didn't i not know how to avoid it? ...
exploed this subject to those who love to guess.. i wounder did any of ya ever marryed to someone who poisen?? ...

ooh yea if you didnt know im talking about my wife....


just something i'd key...
wasnt focus but yea...