See If you can imagine this...here's the scene....
i'm on probation already for a year...
i go to the mall with some friends and
they get busted for shoplifting...because
i'm with them, i take the fall as well....
and i had a weed pipe in my pocket
now i'm going to court and probly going to
jail so i get fucked up all the time...till it's
almost time for court, fail a piss test...
testing positive for meth, then in a desperate
measure, i admit myself to a mental institution
for detox...hoping it will keep me out of jail
Written By: Fuck Yuu
Written The Night I Admitted Myself
i'm trapped in these confines..laying inside..
all the main that lies...within my own mind..
got a black bag, lack smokes, wish that i had
contemplating how the FUCK i'm stuck in rehab
so sad, mind wanders, what the hell am i to do
melt glass, see smoke pass, can i make it through
slowly inhale a little bit as the pipe gets a little warmer
cup the flame to make the heat last sitting in the corner
a mourner turned victim...all cuz i let the high slip in...
dangle and flip, as i slowly gaze at what i've written..
fit in, i doubt it, i'm in a world that's really not my own..
twin beds...and a stranger..but 3 days i call it home..
never alone, constantly watched anger never dissapating..
patiently waiting, staff gazing, always anticipating...
fearing i'll try and hurt myself, suicide being the worst thing
and i admitted myself, look at the craziness this world brings
heart stops thinkin, 3 dasy left, and my world is DETOX
meth amphetamine coerced me, slowly see my mind lock
thinkin of past times..i sit and write rhymes to ease the time
give up on pipe dreams, for they will never free my mind
waiting for the greenlight, so i can stoke up in the sunlight
to toke up's against principal, so i write under the moonlight
look for scars, none on my outer skin, they lacerate my brain
constricted questions circle me, they're marking at my name
not a game, this is real life...so i pray in restitution
stay the execution....i dont' wanna be in jail...
......so instead i'm in a MENTAL INSTITUTION!......
What Would You Do?