Weathers Affects
I take a walk outside for fresh air
and a quick smoke
I take a look into the sky where
the clouds have broke
The sun announces its presence
with heavenly beams
I feel happy for a few seconds
Then I slip through the scene...
My mind awakens with a session of violent thoughts
I find the window, clouds rise the aggression I've sought
The rain disturbs the peace of mind that keeps the fear at bay
I strain to stay calm, but my thoughts just spear the display
droplets break upon my brow, causing tumultuous sounds
fingernails rake my crown, blood trickles and emotions drown
The grey nothingness of the sky releases the darkness inside
I lay motionless and cry from deep wounds of the mind
Sleet and snow begin to pour, the rain is gone with the thunder
I plead to know why my sores grow with the death of summer
A loss of innocense is noted onces the skys become dark
I cross over-shadowed plains to peaks of pain where I start
cerimoniously destroying all in myself that was once pure
and victoriously start employing thoughts of the obscure
suddenly the sun rises above the majesty of the mountain
and my views run through the glove of tragedy's fountain
The light brushes my face like soft linen in the spring
and comes through the window in beautiful filtered streams
I take a walk outside for fresh air
and a quick smoke
I take a look into the sky where
the clouds have broke
The stars awake feeling gone for so long
I'm angry for a few seconds
Then the retchidness is far gone...