I married you to show you love & affection
Unstead I've shown you that I haven't mastered the lesson

i think you spelled that wrong what lesson?

to this regret, I promise to try harder
& bury my rotten attitude in hopes it blosoms into a garden

harder and garden doesn't really rhyme but i feel your theory

that'll flower my temper into a more carrying sensitivity
I know it must be hell putting up with all my tendencies

it would of been nice if you touche don some of those tendacies

for these I ask from my heart for forgiveness
sometimes I wish that angry wasn't something I'm livin
My thoughts are vivid, whilest my wisdom is gaining
to treat you respectfully, is what I'm aiming

ok how will you go about doing this om getting a cycle now.

though my gratitude is spiteful, believe I'm working at it
but an overnight change wouldn't happen even if I had magic

ok do your saying your're changing gradually

Need to eliminate the hatred, but its hard see
when stress and angry daily become a part of me

you've established this point maybe describe how it got there?

the rage is uncontrollable, hence weighlifing is my escape
Maybe is a comp out, but its why I haven't treated you great

seems very basic but i get your drift

To this I know a verbal apology just wouldn't be fit
cuz anyone can state lies that come from there lips

so are you mplying your whole apology is a lie?

But truthful is my ambition to dedicate a new attitude
towards you family that has showed me so much gratitude

you family or your family,

decent drop i think if you take your time and think out what your going to say you will be stellar.