A long time ago I migrated here after I spent a year or so on rapfx, and some other sites. I tried to come back here looking for some of the old material I wrote, because rapfx has long since been taken down, so all the writing there was lost pretty much, and I know there towards the end, I posted some of that material on both sites. I used the name "Big Meezy" there, and the short time I was here as well, since it was one of those members that had asked me to come over here.

So I tried to do a search, and it said I had to log in to do this, so I tried to log in with what I thought the PW might be, tried a couple actually, and instead decided I would make an account to do the search and noticed that my primary email has apparently been banned- now, I didn't do anything to break the rules then, did inactivity do this?

Also, I can't find any of those posts. Did they subsequently get deleted?

Because this thing goes way back in years, and they should have been there. I even remember a few of those old names.