I know what you mean homie... I'm doing a bid out here in Iraq right now. I've seen some crazy shit out here... but I've heard about a lot worse than what I've actually had to see or go through. We almost lost someone in our unit to an IED (improvised explosive device for those who don't know). He lost some hearing in one ear and was lucky to have the shrapnel stop at the collar of his flak vest. so yeah... i feel ya man. i gotta family to get back to... wife and kids, ya know. Just can't wait to get back.
Yo, on the real... keep in touch man. Us "true vets" gotta stick together... this rap shyt is secondary.